On the road again! I left Eugene five days ago on a Greyhound bus, traveling a mere 120 miles to Medford/Ashland in order to make up some miles and because, as good and necessary as it was for me to stay in Eugene, it had also become a kind of vortex of inertia: I wanted to propel myself far enough from its pull to ensure that I really was on the move at last.
Incidentally, travelling by Greyhound on bicycle tour is not recommended where other options are available. In this case, the ticket cost me a little over $30, which wasn’t entirely unreasonable. But the bike had to be broken down, boxed, put back together at the other end in the bus station parking lot, all for an additional $30! I am still kicking myself for having spent so much money to cover a relatively small distance. While train tickets are generally more expensive, the cost for taking a bicycle on Amtrak is minimal, and often the bike can simply be rolled up and onto the train without being boxed. Fortunately, since then, my friend Mandy from WithinReach turned me on to Craiglist rideshare listings: dozens of people potentially headed your way, willing to take you along for the ride in exchange for splitting the gas cost. I easily found a ride in this way from Ashland, Oregon to Crescent City, California, covering another 120 miles for a fraction of the cost of the bus. In addition to Craiglist ridesharing, I’ve also benefited from the generosity of good folks I’ve met through warmshowers.org, an online network of bicycle tourers offering hospitality to their fellows on the road, and couchsurfing.org, a similar but larger, less specific network of travelers and adventurers. Be sure to check into these resources the next time you’re planning a road trip: informal, off-the-grid, cooperative hospitality and transportation.
I arrived in Crescent City three evenings ago. Knowing that there’s a LONG climb immediately upon leaving town, I offered my driver another $5 to get me to the summit (well worth the cost if you ask me, especially considering it was already 7pm!). Near the top, we came upon a state park with camping. We turned down the drive, and drove down and down and down another 2 1/2 miles, almost enough to negate the climb out of town! At the least, I had a place to lay my head without having to wear myself out to get there. I shared the hiker-biker site with two other tourers and was grateful to be sleeping outdoors again, cradled by the redwood forest. Pedaling/walking the bike back up to the highway the next morning, I was greeted by my first pair of bright, bulbous banana slugs gleaming from a utility box, as if to say, “Welcome to California!” The very good news is that I biked 45 miles that day without a hint of pain, beyond ordinary soreness and fatigue. And though I miss the sun already, it’s a sheer blessing to see and hear and touch the Pacific Ocean again. In fact, I intended to spend 2 days pedaling to Eureka but was stopped on the way by two men in a pick-up who had pulled into a turnout and were attempting to lure me with a banana and two granola bars. Easy prey, I took the bait. One of them was curious about my recumbent bicycle and wanted to ask me questions. A delightful conversation ensued, until finally they asked me if I needed a ride. “Where are you headed?,” I asked. “Eureka.” Ah, serendipity.
Unfortunately, hiker-biker campsites in the California State Parks are now $5 a night, up from a mere $1 less than 10 years ago. This puts me in something of a quandary. $1 is mere pocket change, but $5 is significant when my average daily living expenses while biking are in the range of $7-15. My philosophy is that often the less money I have on tour—short of destitution!—the better. I say this because in my experience, when money is short I am forced to use ingenuity and creativity, which generally makes for a more satisfying, if less secure, journey. Furthermore, an extended bicycle tour has a way of weaning me from the sense of needing what I often take for granted when I am settled. The most obvious example is shelter. When I landed in Big Sur on my last bicycle tour, even though I had a room of my own, I still preferred to sleep in my tent, even on cold nights. There’s a tremendous satisfaction in being woken up by wild turkeys making their morning rounds, stepping out of a tent at 3,000 feet above the Pacific, and peering over a vast sea of clouds below.
In other words, on bicycle tour I tend to have fewer options in many respects than ordinarily. I live simply, eat simply, sleep simply, am exposed to the elements in an often inescapable way. And the longer I stay with that simplicity, the more my values and attitudes are analogously simplified: I come to value this simplicity more than I value conventional securities and comforts (within reason, mind you). To me, this transformation of mind and heart is what makes bicycle touring so worthwhile. Not only do I come to a deeper appreciation of the ordinary and simple in life, but when I do have the opportunity to enjoy something beyond this threshold, I am all the more grateful for it. In fact, the more I undergo this transformative process, the more I realize that many of the values I leave behind were not truly “mine” in the first place but an inherited distortion of heart (“original sin”?) received from family, culture, religion, and so forth. This in turn gives me the opportunity to discern more clearly the values and aspirations that truly matter. What can short-circuit this process, however (or at least mitigate it), is having the resources on hand to choose the restaurant, the fancy foods, or the hotel, not as an occasional treat but as a habit. Of course, now I am in the ambiguous position of having a fair amount of money, but it’s been given to me by others with the understanding that I’ll put it to good use toward a particular purpose, and it’s meant to last a very long time.
My heartfelt gratitude to the Harrison and Wheeler families for their unfathomable generosity and patience, and for making me feel right at home. Special thanks as well to Gregg in Ashland, Larry the Driver, Bert and/or Ernie and Phil, Amy and so many other good people in Eureka.





thank you for the link to our website!
so glad Mandy was able to help you with rideshare. i call her the rideshare queen!
i wonder…if this “original sin” with a question mark is something you are wrestling with?
I noticed in an older blog you mentioned that you were hard on yourself for making poor choices and moving around a lot.
I find your perspective interesting as i’ve found it more of an empowered place that i can break free from cultural standards, family, friends, and yes, religion as you mentioned in this blog, from holding me down to standards that inhibit me from the starkly contrasting lifestlye that comes with being a transitory person.
I felt a gut instinct that the reason you may have been hard on yourself is the paradigm that Christianity puts on people that they are born with “original sin”.
I have found that paradigm to not serve life.
I find that the paradigm that I am perfection already to serve life better as then i strive to towards that!
Ryan,
Thanks for your thoughts. I am a 1 on the enneagram (a perfectionist) if that means anything to you, so yes, I tend to be hard on myself. And the tension between stability and faithful wandering is something I still wonder about, but I do aspire to stability (just not at the moment).
Regarding original sin, I don’t believe in inherited guilt, an idea which I’ve been taught wasn’t in the minds of the ancient Hebrew authors but a later Christian embellishment, 5th or 6th century. What those ancient authors did have a vivid sense of is the ongoing social contagiousness of the harm that we do, and the snowball effect that ensues once harmful acts enter the picture. This is the sense that I use the term “original sin”: we are born into and conditioned by a social scene that is already shot through with the consequences of sin; we can’t escape being formed by this. Or if you prefer a Buddhist analogy, we are born into samsara (ignorance, delusion, the cyclic, self-replicating, self-reinforcing patterns of wrongful behavior issuing from ignorance) even though our true nature is already perfect, already whole. The one difference here is that in the Judeo-Christian sense the chain of cause and effect (karma) is primarily social, whereas Buddhism seems to emphasize karmic patterns inherited across lifetimes.
I don’t find this understanding of original sin to have a negative effect on my attitudes. Similar to the notion of samsara, it simply points to the fact that, even thought we are born into a graced, blessed existence, we are also born with our capacity to fully realize this inherent goodness and blessedness hampered by something that preceded us (ignorance/sin/karma, etc.). And even in the Buddhist sense, your inherent perfection is definitely not your ego or small self! Does that clarify my meaning?
At any rate, I can always use a reminder that I need to lighten up!
Hi Julian. Thanks for sharing your reflections. It’s good to hear from you, and to know that you are back on the road and things are going well. Love, Laurene
We love the photos, Julian. You saw a blue whale??? Wow! Rachel & Winston, homesick
Thanks for the update on your blog. Glad things are going well for you. Eureka is a wonderful town.
A whale? We NEVER saw one when we lived in Eureka! What a huge blessing for you. So glad that the trip is back on, that you are doing well. Bev, also homesick.
Glad you found rideshares to work out. Enjoy the coast, and let us know when you’re in the Bay Area because Raines and others wish to connect, if you do
Also, not sure on the timing, but we are taking the train to LA on September 6, then heading up the coast in time for our 9/17 World Premiere. Will our paths cross?
We may be able to connect in September. Too early to say. I am trying to get a ride to the Bay as I type, so I may be there as early as tomorrow. I may just pass through this time. I’ll try to connect with Raines. Who else did you have in mind?
Bev and Rachel,
“The Whale” is all the rage down this way. Evidently, a blue whale gave birth in the Klamath River. The baby has since swam back to the ocean but the mother keeps swimming in circles next to the 101 bridge. I think she’s been there for two weeks! People travel for miles to see her. I just happened to be passing by, wondering what all the fuss was about.
Julian, an article in the paper this morning said the mother whale has died. The local Klamath tribe gave her a fitting Indian send-off and then buried her. They don’t know why she came into the fresh-water river in the first place and the locals tried to scare her back to sea, using orca sounds, but she stayed in the river, even aftrer the calf returned to sea.
Julian, Finally I am getting on your site. It is wonderful, and I echo others’ compliments regarding your photographs. Your words also are very photogenic! Glad to be on the journey with you… Deb Forstner